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I promise a much needed update will come tomorrow, but for now just a few thoughts on my mind and a video to share. So first grab a box of tissues and watch this. Annabelle is not in this video, but these are all fellow fighters here in Utah. A small glimpse into the daily life of a cancer fighter and their family.



THOUGHTS:

I am so proud to walk around with my bald headed Annabelle. To me it says "I am the lucky one chosen to be the mother of this precious girl. A child so strong she had to be given this (cancer) to test her." Don't you dream of having such an amazing child? I don't dream it, it is my reality!

As I was reading more about some of the other Utah Moms and their Cancer Fighting Cuties tonight I was overwhelmed and the tears flowed freely. All these amazing, strong women and their precious children. I don't feel like I can possibly be part of their group. At first I was freaked out and didn't want to be. I couldn't allow myself to read their blogs. How could I keep up and remember all of them??? I was so caught up in my own little world of cancer and wanted to keep to myself. But now I find strength through their experiences and pray that I might have the opportunity to provide that same strength to someone else.

I have the best husband in the world. He showed up to the hospital today with a memory foam pad for me. He cut it down to size and made my "bed" up for the night. Seriously, how could I do this without him!?! I'm kind of independently stubborn, meaning I like to think I can do everything BY MYSELF, but I wouldn't want to do it without him. Even though he has to go back to MT and I will only see him about once a month, he is my partner in this!